Sunday, 25 January 2009

• Currently One of the Boys By Katy Perry Waking Up In Vegas. see related

  Alcohol is bad.

   I tell you its the most hideous thing on this planet.
  Don't get me wrong, I'm not 'straight edge' or anything, I do drink which is probably my reason for hating this evil personality altering substance.
  How many times have you said, 'I will never drink again'?
  Yet the next weekend, its exactly the same.
  Here is my main reason for hating alcohol; it changes who I am and I am not in control of my actions.
  Normally, I'm quite a shy person, I don't often talk to people I don't know and I am VERY shy around people that could be interested in me.
  But when I've had something to drink I am the complete opposite.
  I am loud and talk to people I have never met before and go off on tangents about nothing.
  I am to put it politely, over friendly. With everyone.
  And I smoke. I SMOKE!
  I hate smoking. Its evil.
  The next day is always the worst, not becuase of a hangover but becuase I think 'Why the hell did I act like that?'
  For example, I went to a friends 18th last night and spent the whole night coming onto my ex, very strongly.
  That is never ever a good thing. I woke up just thinking 'NO! Stupid idiot.'
  I do like drinking, I just hate who I become after one too many Vodkas.
  Bad times.
  Whats worse is I know I will do it again.
  
  *sigh*
  
  
  

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