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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 22:29:55 GMT

I think I have found perfection, or as close to perfection as possible.
I feel naive saying that, but I honestly think its true.
I have recently been talking to a guy on facebook who is a friend of a friend and he's amazing.
He is literally the sweetest guy I've ever talked to and I feel really comfortable talking to him about anything.
We have taled about relationships both good and bad, college, friends, family everything!
We have long talks about literature and we are both English students.
We have similar tastes in music; Bowie, Bob Dylan, The Cure and such things.
I like him, but I know nothing will ever happen because of the distance between us, physically.
I mean, he doesn't live that far away I suppose, its a train journey.
But I couldn't have a relationship with him from that distance.
I don't even think he would want a relationship.
I'm not going to tell him how I feel, which is really unlike me, because I don't see the point.
I love how honest we are with eachother now, I don't want to risk ruining that.
He phoned me up a few nights ago and we talked for 2 hours on the phone.
I don't even have conversations that long with my closest friends.
I said something to him, I forget what it was and he said 'That really means something coming from you', I asked him what he meant by that and he said 'well your sort of special to me'.
I'm not sure what he meant but still, I'm not going to tell him I like him.
Its so cruel that he lives a fair distance away,
In the words of Kate Nash, I really think we might get on.
:)
Much love
xoxo

I have returned!

Fri, 22 May 2009 17:52:27 GMT

Once again I am back.
I missed you all.
I've been very busy with college work and have not had time to rant about random things to you lovely people.
But I'm finished now, so I'm here.
Also this man is the greatest man to ever live.

:D

Twitter..

Fri, 06 Feb 2009 17:38:45 GMT

Is my new addiction.
Seriously, I have to Tweet before I got to college, just to tell everyone I'm awake in less that 140 characters.
It made me miss my bus this week.
I recommend you check it out.
You can follow celebs and see what they are up to, I currently have Stephen Fry, Most of the Radio 1 DJ's, Russell Brand, Alan Carr and a few friends of mine.
Its really great.

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My username is Aimee_Diamond
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Alcohol is bad.

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 22:45:45 GMT

I tell you its the most hideous thing on this planet.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not 'straight edge' or anything, I do drink which is probably my reason for hating this evil personality altering substance.
How many times have you said, 'I will never drink again'?
Yet the next weekend, its exactly the same.
Here is my main reason for hating alcohol; it changes who I am and I am not in control of my actions.
Normally, I'm quite a shy person, I don't often talk to people I don't know and I am VERY shy around people that could be interested in me.
But when I've had something to drink I am the complete opposite.
I am loud and talk to people I have never met before and go off on tangents about nothing.
I am to put it politely, over friendly. With everyone.
And I smoke. I SMOKE!
I hate smoking. Its evil.
The next day is always the worst, not becuase of a hangover but becuase I think 'Why the hell did I act like that?'
For example, I went to a friends 18th last night and spent the whole night coming onto my ex, very strongly.
That is never ever a good thing. I woke up just thinking 'NO! Stupid idiot.'
I do like drinking, I just hate who I become after one too many Vodkas.
Bad times.
Whats worse is I know I will do it again.

*sigh*

Friends?

Tue, 20 Jan 2009 22:32:37 GMT

I have four girls who I am really close to.
They are the most amazing people you could ever meet,but one has been a whole lot of strange recently and I just need to know that I'm not being unreasonableor stupid about this.
Lets just call this girl G.
A couple of months ago she starts saying things like
'I can't wait to get out of this town.'
I mean fair enough, most people my age can't wait to leave there home towns and get away. So I understand that.
But lately its been different.
Shes saying things like
'I can't wait to move to America where I can start my real life'
Excuse me?
So what are we just part of your fake life and you will drop us as soon as you go?
Just something she has to put up with for now?
I mean, am I just being a total dick, or would you be offended if your friend said something like that to you?

G has also been ill over the past week, we (being me and another friend of mine and hers) were quite worried. She wasn't in college all last week and we though she wasn't in on Monday or today but apparently she was.
See we usually sit in the Refectory on our free periods, so she knows where we are, so why didn't she come and say hi? Even for five minutes?
She was apparently hiding in the Library.

There was another situation a few weeks back (that I'm not going to go into much detail about because its personal and makes me look likean idiot) in which she blatently lied to my face and did something to hurt me but then showed no guilt what so ever.
If you hurt one of your friends even by accident, you would be sorry wouldn't you?

I really don't get what is going on.
So I ask, is this person really my friend? Or just an aquaintance I've known for a while?

Are you a dog person or a cat person? And why?

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 19:48:50 GMT

Im definetly a cat person without a shadow of a doubt.
I have two cats, Jack and Tess. They are very independent and both have a bit of a temper on them. I think thats why some people don't like cats, they show there emotions a bit more than dogs. When my cat Tess is in a mood you know about it, I just keep out of her way or she goes crazy and bites you.
Jack is a little bit dozy, but I think most male cats are. He is currently watching TV because he is a bit odd.
I do have a lovely dog, I just prefer cats.
They have more of a personality I think.

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Brainwashed: Twilight

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 20:03:05 GMT

I have read the book.
I have not yet seen the film.
And I am hating all the teenage girls who drool over Edward Cullen.
I will admit, the story line is good. I admire that Stephenie Meyer has dared to show her interpretation of Vampires but the writing... is terrible.
It may be good for young teens but people who are well read will not appreciate it. It compares the online Fan Fics in my opinion and could have been written by a fourteen year old girl.
To be fair her second book is a lot better than her first.
And I though this before it exploded onto the big screen.
Now... someone mentions Twilight and I want to scream.
I have a ridiculous amount of people on my MSN account that mention Edward and Bella in thier username.
'I have found my Bella'
'Looking for my Edward Cullen'
'Edward and Bella..'
Yesterday was the final straw.
I was on a forum talking to some people on a completely different subject than primark when a girl had this in her siggy...
'Death, that hath sucked the honey out of thy breath, hath had no power yet upon thy beauty. ~ Edward Cullen'
I freaked.
I lost it big time.
A quote by Edward Cullen, excuse my language but bullshit.
That right there is Shakespeare. SHAKESPEARE!
It hurt me deep down, as someone who likes, no, adores Shakespeare.
So I sent her a message saying..
'Hi, the quote in your siggy is actually from Romeo and Juliet by Shakespeare :]'
And the reply I got..
'No, its Edward Cullen from New Moon.'
I was hurt, deeply, emotionally.
So I am boycotting Twilight.
These people have been brainwashed into believing that the Twlight 'saga' is amazing.

End of rant.
Reliving the Shakespeare moment of outrage has taken it out of me.
I need to lie down a recover.

What was/is your major in college? Why did you pick it?

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 18:36:29 GMT

Art :D
And I do Photography and English Literature.
But I love Art the mostest
And I want to do photography as a kinda backup, I really love it.
And English literature because I love to read. My love for reading is immense. And reading for homewrok is fantastical as its practically what I do anyway.
Hopefully I will get to do some Shakespeare next year (fingers crossed is Romeo and Juliet or Othello)
At the minute I'm reading Oliver Twist and Trainspotting. :D
And I like writing essays, which is a tad geeky.

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Virgin and proud.

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 18:28:06 GMT

That is right I am a virgin.
Its probably not that much of a shock, I think I look a little bit on the innocent side.
I am literally the only person out of my friends who is a virgin and it does not bother me in the slightest. They talk about sex and there relationships infront of me (very openly, sometimes its a little too much info) and I can talk to them about that kind of thing and the fact I am a virgin is no problem. I know other people who tiptoe around the subject of sex infront of virgins, I really do not know why.
I'm not in any rush to lose my virginity.
I want it to be with the right person, someone who means a lot to me and who I trust.
I was with this guy for a couple of months and he knew I was a virgin, and then on New Year he asked me if I was ready and I said no.
For a start I was drunk and I am definetly NOT going to be a drunken idiot when I lose my virginity.
He was a lot more experienced than me and even though we had been together for two months, I knew he wasn't the one. He did say to me that he really admired me not giving up my virginty until I'm completely ready.
I'm only 16. It's like sex is the final thing you do before you become an adult in my eyes.
I'm in no rush to grow up yet.

Much love
x

My Inspiration.

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 16:33:38 GMT

I have decided to make a book with all the things that inspire me in it.
Not just in my artwork in other aspects of my life too.
I want to whole book to be a work of art, to display all the things I love in a creative way.
It will be like a sketchbook I can add to all the time, which will fill the void when my sketchbook is still in college (like it is now).
Just a book of inspiration.
I've already started it by copying a picture by an artist I found on the net and writing all the sayings and words that I love. Theres a fair bit of Shakespeare in there :D.
'Go, seek happy nights through happy days'
When I have completed a few pages I'll post pictures of them too see what you guys think.
Its really just for me but its always good to see what other people think of your creative ideas.