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Wednesday, 10 June 2009

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    Don't Think Twice
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    I think I have found perfection, or as close to perfection as possible.
    I feel naive saying that, but I honestly think its true.
    I have recently been talking to a guy on facebook who is a friend of a friend and he's amazing.
    He is literally the sweetest guy I've ever talked to and I feel really comfortable talking to him about anything.
    We have taled about relationships both good and bad, college, friends, family everything!
    We have long talks about literature and we are both English students.
    We have similar tastes in music; Bowie, Bob Dylan, The Cure and such things.
    I like him, but I know nothing will ever happen because of the distance between us, physically.
    I mean, he doesn't live that far away I suppose, its a train journey.
    But I couldn't have a relationship with him from that distance.
    I don't even think he would want a relationship.
    I'm not going to tell him how I feel, which is really unlike me, because I don't see the point.
    I love how honest we are with eachother now, I don't want to risk ruining that.
    He phoned me up a few nights ago and we talked for 2 hours on the phone.
    I don't even have conversations that long with my closest friends.
    I said something to him, I forget what it was and he said 'That really means something coming from you', I asked him what he meant by that and he said 'well your sort of special to me'.
    I'm not sure what he meant but still, I'm not going to tell him I like him.
    Its so cruel that he lives a fair distance away,
    In the words of Kate Nash, I really think we might get on.
    :)
    Much love
    xoxo

Friday, 22 May 2009

Friday, 06 February 2009

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    Smack My Bitch Up
    By The Prodigy
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    Twitter..

    Is my new addiction.
    Seriously, I have to Tweet before I got to college, just to tell everyone I'm awake in less that 140 characters.
    It made me miss my bus this week.
    I recommend you check it out.
    You can follow celebs and see what they are up to, I currently have Stephen Fry, Most of the Radio 1 DJ's, Russell Brand, Alan Carr and a few friends of mine.
    Its really great.

    www.twitter.com

    My username is Aimee_Diamond
    Check is out

Sunday, 25 January 2009

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    One of the Boys
    By Katy Perry
    Waking Up In Vegas.
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    Alcohol is bad.

     I tell you its the most hideous thing on this planet.
    Don't get me wrong, I'm not 'straight edge' or anything, I do drink which is probably my reason for hating this evil personality altering substance.
    How many times have you said, 'I will never drink again'?
    Yet the next weekend, its exactly the same.
    Here is my main reason for hating alcohol; it changes who I am and I am not in control of my actions.
    Normally, I'm quite a shy person, I don't often talk to people I don't know and I am VERY shy around people that could be interested in me.
    But when I've had something to drink I am the complete opposite.
    I am loud and talk to people I have never met before and go off on tangents about nothing.
    I am to put it politely, over friendly. With everyone.
    And I smoke. I SMOKE!
    I hate smoking. Its evil.
    The next day is always the worst, not becuase of a hangover but becuase I think 'Why the hell did I act like that?'
    For example, I went to a friends 18th last night and spent the whole night coming onto my ex, very strongly.
    That is never ever a good thing. I woke up just thinking 'NO! Stupid idiot.'
    I do like drinking, I just hate who I become after one too many Vodkas.
    Bad times.
    Whats worse is I know I will do it again.

    *sigh*


Tuesday, 20 January 2009

  • Friends?

    I have four girls who I am really close to.
    They are the most amazing people you could ever meet,but one has been a whole lot of strange recently and I just need to know that I'm not being unreasonableor stupid about this.
    Lets just call this girl G.
    A couple of months ago she starts saying things like
    'I can't wait to get out of this town.'
    I mean fair enough, most people my age can't wait to leave there home towns and get away. So I understand that.
    But lately its been different.
    Shes saying things like
    'I can't wait to move to America where I can start my real life'
    Excuse me?
    So what are we just part of your fake life and you will drop us as soon as you go?
    Just something she has to put up with for now?
    I mean, am I just being a total dick, or would you be offended if your friend said something like that to you?

    G has also been ill over the past week, we (being me and another friend of mine and hers) were quite worried. She wasn't in college all last week and we though she wasn't in on Monday or today but apparently she was.
    See we usually sit in the Refectory on our free periods, so she knows where we are, so why didn't she come and say hi? Even for five minutes?
    She was apparently hiding in the Library.

    There was another situation a few weeks back (that I'm not going to go into much detail about because its personal and makes me look likean idiot) in which she blatently lied to my face and did something to hurt me but then showed no guilt what so ever.
    If you hurt one of your friends even by accident, you would be sorry wouldn't you?

    I really don't get what is going on.
    So I ask, is this person really my friend? Or just an aquaintance I've known for a while?
     

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